the value of a smile.

it costs nothing, but creates much.
it enriches those who receive, without impoverishing those who give.
it happens in a flash and the memory of it sometimes lasts forever.
none are so rich they can get along without it, and none are so poor but are richer for its benefits.
it creates happiness in the home, fosters good will in a business, and is countersign of friends.
it is rest to the weary, daylight to the discouraged, sunshine to the sad, and nature's best antidote for trouble.
yet it cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is something that is no earthly good to anybody till it is given away.
and if in the last minute rush of Christmas buying some of our salespeople should be tired to give a smile, may we ask you to leave one of yours?
for nobody needs a smile so much as those who have none left to give!

她說::

張愛玲寫給女人的話

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1.就算 ，眼前的這個男人 ， 千般好 ，萬般好 ， 處處是優點 ， 他不愛你 ， 這個缺點 ，你永遠改變不了 。

2.分手時 ，不哭 。 當然 ，不是要你一點都不哭 。 當著面 ，別哭， 背地裏 ，往死裏哭。

3.一個人最大的缺點 ， 不是自私 ， 野蠻 ，任性 ， 而是偏執的愛著一個不愛自己的人 。

4.不管你的條件有多差 ，總會有個人在愛你 。 不管你的條件有多好 ，也總有個人不愛你 。

5.抓住男人的不二法門 ， 應該就是 ， 永遠不要讓他滿足 。

6.打扮的再美 ， 穿的再昂貴 ， 那只是個幌子 ，用善良做的外衣才是真的美 。

7.如果我們責怪愛情傷害勒我們 ， 那請問 ， 開始的時候是不是你點頭答應愛情的來臨 ，

8.能開口說出的委屈 ， 便不是委屈 。 能離開的人 ， 便不算是愛人 。

9.所有愛著的人 ， 愛過的人 ，都做著同一件事 ， 犯賤 。

10.心裏能裝著一些時間帶不走的淡淡悲傷 ， 也是一種幸福 。

11.人永遠是寂寞而自我的生物 。 無論多麼真誠的說出自己的愛 ， 也總會有無法被理解的心情 。

12.不卑不亢 ， 從容優雅 ， 面對一切 。

13.一個人 ，如果沒空 ，那是因為他不想有空 ， 一個人 ，如果走不開 ，那是因為不想走開 ， 一個人 ，對你藉口太多 ，那是因為不想在乎 。

14.有的事情 ，沒法說明 。 你覺得值 ，就值 ， 你覺得不值 ，別人說值 ，你也覺得不值 。

15.要明白一個道理， 男人可是輕易的喜歡一個人 ， 但不會輕易的愛上一個人 。

16.女人 ，戀愛的時候 ， 就像 ，與世隔絕般 。

17.在風平浪靜的日子裏 ， 留點空間給自己 ， 留點空間給對方 ， 留點美好給距離 。

18.有的時候不要太計較， 男人都有點粗枝大葉 ， 忘了一件事 ，不代表他不愛你 ， 別自己嚇自己 。

19.女人 ，往往喜歡坦白心事 ， 男人 ，則恰恰相反 。

20.有時候 ， 學會把失望當次一種收穫 ， 因為有祈望 ，才會有失望。

21.女人的心慈手軟 ， 與男人的口是心非 ， 成正比 。

22.不要妄想試圖改變誰 ， 因為誰也改變不了誰 ， 只有 ，他願不願意為你改變 。

23.張愛玲說過 ， 時間 ， 可以瞭解愛情 ， 可以證明愛情 ， 也可以推 翻愛情 。

24.自由可貴 ， 但是 ，每天數以萬計的人 ， 在用自由換取愛情 。

25.你可以虛榮 ， 因為，那是女人的天性 ， 但 ，不要讓自己變成為別人增加虛榮的工具 。

26.不要說 ，這世上沒個好男人了 ， 不要去記恨那個拋棄你的人 ， 畢竟曾經愛過你 ， 疼過你 ， 寬容會讓你更美麗 。

27.不要去好奇 ， 不要去關心 ， 他的現任女友長得如何 ，身材如何 ， 你這樣只是自尋煩惱罷了 。

28.說過的話一定要做到 ， 哪怕是很愚蠢的 ， 也總比言而無信的好 。

29.不要在你哭泣的時候 ， 說氣話 ，下決定 ， 你會後悔的 。

30.他說 ，我累了 ，讓我冷靜一段時間 ，好麼？ 你就說好 ，因為 ，他是來通知你的 ，不是來征得你同意的 。

31.你清純就罷， 你假裝清純 ，比醜還難看 ，明白麼？

32.不是所有的努力都會成功 ，但是 ，不努力 ，就一定不會成功 。

33.女孩子要自愛 ， 不管你遇到多大的打擊 ，不管你遇到的情況多麼悲涼 ， 藉故墮落 ，也是墮落 ， 越是不愛自己 ，越是沒人愛你。

34.美貌 ，智慧 ，金錢 ， 很多事， 都是天生註定的 ， 別想用你那嫉妒心 ，改變什麼。

35.小心眼 ，嫉妒心 ，仇恨 ，報復 ，女人的伎倆不過如此 ， 你要施展沒關係 ，關係的是你別被人發現。

36.放好心態 ， 失去的東西 ，不要悲傷 ，你就當 ，他本身就不屬於你。

37.儘量做個優雅的女子 。 千萬別做作 ， 因為 ， 做作的女人 ，不僅女人討厭 ，男人更討厭 。

38.獨立 ，永遠。 不管 ，感情 還是 金錢。

39.嗯 ，不要在哪幾個場合相信男人的話呢 ？ 床上 ， 他開心的時候 ，有求於你的時候 ， 犯錯的時候。

40.不要想盡辦法的向很多人炫耀 ， 你有很多男朋友或者男性朋友。 因為 ，別人不僅不會羡慕你 ，只會看輕你 。

41.不要整天問 ，你愛我麼 ？ 當你問的時候 ，他就不愛你了 。

43.20以下 ，你相信偶像劇 ，那就算了。 20以上 ，你還相信偶像劇 ，那就完了。

44.要知道 ， 一個男人好與壞 ， 不是看他花心還是專一，自古男人都花心 ，而是要看 ，有沒有 控制力。

45.有沒有發現 ，往往刻骨銘心的愛戀 。 通 常 ，沒有好 結果 。

46.煙 ，和酒， 從古至今， 被公認為 兩大毒 藥。 而對， 女人 ，愛情這一樣 ，足以致命 。

47.勇敢的女人 ，永遠比懦弱的女人 美麗。 如果 ，你的愛人不愛你， 我勸你還是勇敢點分離 ， 好過 ，懦弱的糾纏。

48.善於妥協的女人 ，很寶貴 。 但是， 只善於妥協的女人 ，很廉價。

49.不要做女強人 ，要做強女人 。

Natal Chart Report

Birth Chart

This birth chart report shows the positions of the planets for Lee Jesmine .

The Sun represents vitality, a sense of individuality and outward-shining creative energy.

Sun in Leo

There's an unmistakably regal air to Solar Leos. These are dignified--even noble--folk. Leos have a reputation for being conceited, but think again. Leos do feel important, but this generally takes the form of wanting to change the world in some way--to make the world a better place. They are generally motivated by affection for people, and often have big dreams and plans to make people happy.

Generally, Leos are hard-working. After all, they are attracted to the good things in life, and they know they have to work to get them. It is sometimes difficult to imagine Leos as go-getters if you happen to catch them in one of their languid moods. These people can sleep in, laze around, and luxuriate for long periods of time. However, when they do get to work, they do it with intensity and determination. In this way, they are not unlike their symbol, the lion. The worst thing you can do to a Leo is accuse them of bad intentions. Displaying behavior that makes them think you don't appreciate them runs a close second. These happy, jovial people become mighty hurt when others don't see them for their noble intentions.

Loyal, and sometimes rather traditional, Leos are, after all, a fixed sign. They'll hold on to situations and people for a very long time before they give up. There is an unmistakable idealism to Leo's view of the world and the people in it. Often, Leos have a very noble inner code that they answer to. Although on the surface, Leos appear rather confident, they can actually be some of the most humble souls around. They are the first to blame themselves when something goes wrong. Once again, it's the Leonine self-importance at work, and this characteristic works in unexpected ways. Instead of being the conceited, self-absorbed show-offs of reputation, they are usually very self-aware, self-conscious, and, yes, even humble.

Short description:

She is masterful, likes authority, aspires towards an ideal. She likes to give advice. She is honest, frank, loyal, open and sincere.

Weaknesses: pride, vanity, arrogance, presumption and disdain of others.

Leo ascendant Virgo

Sun in XI

You are a humanitarian who aims to treat everyone as equals. You seek to be unique and original, and you do your best to avoid bias and prejudice. Social status is less important to you than belonging to a group of diverse personalities. Your identity, in fact, is somehow linked to a larger unit than yourself. You have high hopes and goals, and tend to look at life in terms of opportunities. You have magnetic appeal, as people sense your broad tolerance and openness. The friendships you establish are crucial to your development. If you identify too much with your friendships and your friendliness, you may become too impersonal and alienate those who would like to get close to you. Successful career thanks to support of patrons, friends or relations. You are a leader in groups and people look up to you.

201 Trine Sun - Mars

You are enterprising and have powerful stores of energy that you can draw upon when needed. You respond to problems or challenges with a spirited and enthusiastic confidence that is admirable. You are naturally competitive, and this trait is generally well-received by others simply because it is unforced, unaffected, and sincere. You truly believe in fair play, and you seem to be in love with life. When you are expressing competitiveness and courage, it's easy for others to smile and accept these traits as positive ones rather than being rubbed the wrong way. You have good physical vitality. Although competitive, you are not naturally combative. You may enjoy sports or games that are competitive, but not violent. Breaking the rules of a competitive game is particularly upsetting to you. You are more able than most to control your desires, aggressions, and instincts. You know how to be fair, and you expect others to be fair. As such, sneaky behaviors, uncontrolled impulses, violence, and rage are offensive to you.

293 Sextile Sun - Jupiter

Endowed with generosity and friendliness, in some ways you appear to be lucky in life. You attract good things with a positive frame of mind and a charitable disposition. Rarely entirely "down and out", you are usually well-received, helpful, and well-informed. You may enjoy travel and have a special affection for foreign places and people. You're generally not very competitive, and for the most part not combative either. As a result, you are usually well-liked. You are usually good-hearted, possessing strong morals and much faith in life and in people. You prefer to find the good in situations and in people. You don't have a lot of patience with those who break the rules, as you generally believe in order, equality, and the law. You usually make good on your promises, and the sincerity you exude can be trusted. Looking on the bright side is your forte--people can turn to you for a pleasing dose of faith and optimism. You are quick to chuckle and can't resist any appeal to your sense of humor. Some people with this aspect are downright jolly. Others are less conspicuous, but their faith in life and willingness to find humor in life are nevertheless obvious.

The Moon represents the emotional responses, unconscious pre-destination, and the self-image.

Moon in Scorpio

While others may find security and comfort in material things, Moon in Scorpio people seek out emotional intensity. No matter what, there is something very intense about Lunar Scorpios. They are diggers when it comes to the world of emotion--they can see beyond facades and cut right to the core of a person. This ability to "see" what isn't obvious to the rest of the world can be intimidating to others or wildly attractive, depending on the audience.

Their deep-seated need for transformation and rebirth can manifest itself in the lives of Lunar Scorpios in different ways. Most have powerful, emotionally intense lives. Some feel like it is beyond their control -- these natives seem to attract emotional upheaval, and their lives appear to consist of plenty of dramatic ups and downs. However, when accepted as an emotional need, rebirth and change doesn't need to be so dramatic and overwhelming. In some way or the other, Moon in Scorpio natives seek out intense experiences. If their lives are regular in any way, there can be an unconscious need to test their own strength and stir up emotional excitement. Self-awareness and acceptance is probably the best way to handle this deep need for emotional drama.

Doing things halfway or having meaningless relationships simply doesn't fulfill them. Lunar Scorpios want all or nothing. Moon in Scorpio people often have a strong fear of betrayal. They seek out commitment, and feel the need for a partner to give up something for them. Some will put the people they love through a series of tests, and these are not always conscious. Their apparent suspicion can be trying for the people who love them. However, once committed, Moon in Scorpio people can be the most loyal and protective partners around. Even the shy ones have enormous presence. Their lives are emotion-driven, yet many Moon in Scorpio natives spend a lot of time controlling and mastering their emotions. Their intuition is enormous, although it is sometimes self-serving.

Moon in Scorpio people radiate strength. Even in the absence of experience, they seem to "just know" things. It would be difficult to shock or scare away Lunar Scorpios in the face of emotional honesty and power. Some people instinctively want to lean on them, and other less brave folk run a little scared. Lunar Scorpios have exceptional "radar" that allows them to size up a situation--and a person--quickly and expertly. This ability to understand human motivation and nature can be too close for comfort for some, and enormously comforting for others. Many Lunar Scorpios are intelligent and astute. Those that use their enormous powers for intimacy and honesty are the happiest, and they make the most interesting and rewarding friends and lovers.

Short description:

Courageous, brave, independent, not a fearful nature. A very sensual and progressive woman.

Weaknesses: excesses of pleasures of the flesh, sensual delights and sensuality. Difficulty letting go.

Moon in II

Very ingenious and inventive where earning money is concerned. Moves around, restless.

When it comes to money, you can be generous and frivolous in your spending habits one day, and frugal the next. You can be quite afraid of being in debt, and need to feel that the bills are paid in order to feel secure and safe. This is likely also true of savings, as you fear being without. Still, there are times when you can spend impulsively, on a whim, and this is likely when you are feeling emotionally frustrated. You might also hold onto people quite tightly. Vanity can be an issue. You are often looking for admiration, and you can be quite dependent on others for positive feedback until you learn to develop your own feelings of self-worth. You're not as emotionally responsive as most people. You tend to hold back and wait before expressing yourself, and when you do it is with deliberation.

21 Trine Moon - Mercury

You can be quite expressive and animated in your speech. You have an outstanding memory and tend to pick up a lot of information from your environment. You love to chat and to exchange ideas. Even if you are shy, once you're friends, you love to talk about pretty much anything under the sun, and you enjoy sharing stories from your past! For the most part, you are focused on day-to-day activities in your communications rather than on grander philosophies. You are naturally curious and interested, and others find you very easy to talk to. You are accommodating and curious, but you are not as well equipped to handle heavy emotional demands. You thrive on change and variety. You might be a little addicted to gossip! More probably, however, you are simply very curious about others. There is a twinkle in your eyes, and you are never short on humor. You are playful and versatile--you make a fun companion and an interesting friend. You listen! Yes, you do talk and occasionally interrupt in your excitement, but you are a curious person who does want to hear what others have to say, and that is a real pleasure. In fact, you are more able than most people to get others talking, simply because you are very receptive and sympathetic. You pick up others' feelings and body language readily.

2 Sextile Moon - Neptune

Positive aspect: She is kind and sympathetic, with a strongly compassionate nature. When in love, she is usually very devoted. In fact, she is devoted by nature, not only in matters of the heart.

There is an unmistakably compassionate and understanding side to her nature. She has a natural affinity to music. While everyone enjoys music, people with Moon in harmonious aspect to Neptune respond to music as a vehicle to heal, relax, and to uplift the soul. Naturally perceptive, without even trying she tunes into the feelings of others, and the mood of her surroundings. There is a distinct emotional need to escape into the world of imagination, and to withdraw from others at times when she needs to re-center herself, largely because she tends to "take in" a lot of mixed energies from her surroundings. Strong and sudden "feelings" and hunches can overcome her. More often than not, her intuition is correct, although her imagination is also powerful and she can read too much into a situation as a result. Some laziness is associated with this position. This stems from a natural timidity and sensitivity that is apparent from youth. She may have been labeled "shy" in youth, and family members or friends may have jumped in to "save" her from situations that required boldness or aggressiveness. Thus, passivity was accepted and, as adults, she may be less experienced than most when it comes to reaching out or going after what she wants.

228 Conjunction Moon - Pluto

She wavers between a rich and successful domestic life and social success. She has difficulty in succeeding in both. Very perceptive and given to psychoanalyzing people. A strategist. Powerful emotions and intense feelings.

Mercury represents communication, Cartesian and logical spirit.

Mercury in Cancer

She communicates with feeling, endearing others with words. She is reflective and has one of the best memories around. She feels people out and is quick to pick up emotions and moods. She is discerning and is full of insight, is lucid, and thinks things through. She likes to please and to create a good impression. There can be a strong tendency to be influenced by those around her.

Mercury in X

Her home and comfort are the only things important for her. She is intelligent and speaks easily and cogently. Easily keeps many irons in the fire and concludes her activities. Moves house a lot for business reasons.

You are good with language, and generally use this talent in your profession. You can have an authoritative air about you, or you are talented at communicating and negotiating with those in authority. You might have more than one job going at once much of the time, you could change your career directions frequently, or you could be attracted to jobs that keep you on the move. You require frequent changes of setting or activities in order to remain stimulated and challenged. You are skilled at bringing fresh energy to your conversations or to your job, perhaps because you need the stimulation.

Venus represents an interest for emotions and values, exchange and sharing with others.

Venus in Gemini

Venus in Gemini people will try to win over the object of their affection with witty conversation, displaying just how much they "know", and demonstrating their diverse interests. These lovers are playful -- some might even call them a tease. They are hard to pin down, and they resist relationships that promise to become too "comfortable". Even those with their Sun in Taurus or Cancer, whose outward demeanor may suggest some reserve and caution, will want their relationships to be stimulating and full of conversation with Venus in Gemini. Venus in Gemini men and women don't want to be tied or bogged down in their relationships. They appreciate lightheartedness in love. Although they are willing to talk (perhaps endlessly) about the relationship, you may get the feeling that they gloss over some of the deeper issues. In love, their tastes change often, and it can be hard to know what to expect from one day to the next (or, sometimes, from one hour to the next!).

Pleasing Venus in Gemini involves supporting their need for fun and variety, showing interest in their brainpower and knowledge, and giving them space for friends and activities outside of the relationship. Let them know just how much fun you have with them. Try not to get overly miffed by Venus in Gemini's changeable, fickle ways. Remember that time spent with your lover will be exciting and invigorating.

Venus in IX

Finds love abroad or marries a foreigner. Refined mind, she likes the Arts, is carried away by beautiful things. She is very happy abroad.

You are attracted to, or you tend to attract, people of different cultural backgrounds. You are attracted to a partner with a sense of adventure. You are not especially clingy, and you expect a certain amount of freedom in a partnership. You want to feel like you are growing as an individual, and you won't be happy in a relationship that is restrictive or confining. In fact, you have a great love for the feeling of freedom or limitlessness. Your hips and thighs may be especially attractive! You appreciate a lover who is enthusiastic and not afraid to have a good time (with you!). You aspire to high ideals in love, but some of you might pursue sensations in love rather than true or deep feelings and attachment. Beware of a tendency for dissatisfaction with what you have, as the tendency to think that the "grass is greener" elsewhere can keep you from enjoying or developing what you have.

-39 Opposition Venus - Saturn

This aspect sometimes means unhealthy sensuality. She is hard, and does not know how to express her emotions. She is frightened of showing her love, and this leads to disappointments, break-ups, lack of satisfaction. It is likely that she had problems with her mother, who did not know how to love her or give her self-confidence. She doubts, is suspicious and jealous. She will learn how to be happy in love, to be at ease with herself and to control her jealousy in the second half of her life, thanks to an older person, who gives her self-confidence back to her, so she can then trust others.

-19 Opposition Venus - Uranus

She looks for new sensations in love and is often unsatisfied by affairs which quickly turn into purely conventional relationships. She likes novelty, adventure, the eccentric: she is frivolous, unstable, unfaithful. Marriage is not for her and, if she does throw herself into this adventure, it will end in divorce, written off as a youthful mistake. As a result of her numerous love affairs, she makes sure her line is continued.

-28 Square Venus - Ascendant

She goes to excess in her pleasures, frequents doubtful company. She lacks good taste. She is very spendthrift, but spreads her money around her circle. Her friends are more self-interested than sincere.

151 Conjunction Venus - Midheaven

She has good taste, has an affectionate nature, her love is warm and deep, based on intellectual understanding and common tastes. Her friends are useful in furthering her career.

Mars represents the desire for action and physical energy.

Mars in Aries

This is a very impulsive position of Mars. The first instinct for Mars in Aries people is to take action. Quick flare-ups characterize the Mars in Aries character, but their anger usually doesn't last for too long. In fact, these people generally don't live in the past, and are not given to holding grudges or feeling resentful. Generally, their temper comes quickly, and they deal with anger on issues right away--with this kind of character, there is little room for festering. When Mars in Aries people listen to their instincts, they generally get things done, and they make fast and (usually) decent decisions. They don't naturally stop to smell the roses--or consider others' point of view--when they are deliberating over what to do next. In fact, "deliberation" works at lightning speed for these natives, so they could hardly be called deliberate. Spontaneity is one of their assets; as are simplicity, purity of action, and innovation.

Mars in Aries natives are often a step ahead of the rest of us. A life that is too predictable makes them antsy. Mars in Aries people enjoy starting fresh--new ideas, pioneering action, and fresh projects make them happiest. They generally enjoy challenges. Relationships with these natives can be exciting, but keeping up with them can be difficult. They are given to impulsive action, and they are not known for sticking things through. Although their physical energy is great, they can lose their initial enthusiasm quickly. Mars in Aries natives are easily irritated by indirectness from others. They expect others to say things straight--no beating around the bush. They easily become impatient with convoluted plans, or with people they consider to be slow to action. Most people with this position of Mars have a childlike quality to them. Sometimes they're downright rude and impatient, but with Mars in Aries natives, you generally know what they're after. Unless Mars is afflicted in the chart, you can also pretty much trust that they don't have hidden agendas.

Mars in VII

She dominates her associates, colleagues. She is the same in love life, dominating the spouse and this makes for a stormy relationship in prospect.

11 Sextile Mars - Jupiter

She has a good sense of organization, she is jovial, frank and sincere. She is full of dynamism and over-abundant energy. She loves life and takes all it has to offer. She likes sports and the outdoor life. She is successful professionally and emotionally. She usually has lots of children.

She is honest and forthright in her dealings with others, and she tends to trust others readily. She can be a bit careless about spending money, however, and this is probably because she is so eternally optimistic that there will always be plenty around. The possibility of failure does not enter her mind, although success itself is not that important to her.

-36 Square Mars - Neptune

This is a challenging position, as you have difficulty trusting in your ability to go after things that you want in a direct manner. It may also be that you have difficulty pinpointing what it is that you want, or that part of you doesn't feel you deserve it due to a basic lack of self-confidence. You fear rejection as well as criticism, and often use roundabout means to go after what you want.

Your imagination is so powerful that it can be hard to trust your instincts. You easily imagine things going wrong, just as you easily fantasize about good things! Your desire nature is strong yet also very suggestible. You're attracted to mysteries and intrigue. Sexual experimentation is likely, as you are forever addicted to sensuality and unusual or perhaps even what many would consider perverted sexual scenarios. However, your sensual appetite might be much like a bottomless pit, and you could find yourself forever in a state of wanting more, tiring of regular sexual scenarios quickly, and endlessly searching for the next sensation. If an addiction to fantasy is present, you can find yourself constantly chasing a new and more complicated fantasy. It is only when you get into touch with your heart and discover your true desires that you realize that sensations are merely sensations--not deeply satisfying or fulfilling. Fears of sexual inadequacy can be great with this position, and you may either deny yourself as a result, or overcompensate, seeking out experiences in which you are pretty much assured positive feedback. Some of you will experience both of these extremes in your lifetime.

Although you can be very creative at keeping your motives and personal agenda hidden--in fact, many of you seem on the surface of things to be quite gentle and yielding--you might eventually become resentful if you feel the need to resort to sneakiness in order to get what you want out of life. If you do feel resentment for giving up your power to someone else, learn to avoid giving it up unless you truly understand that you are doing it for yourself, and not for someone else. Resentments have a way of building and distorting themselves into ugly matter if you don't deal with them properly and directly. You are often passive-aggressive in your approach to others, and this can cause a lot of problems in your life. You are usually found chasing a dream... or a fantasy. The former is probably the better path. Adopting a more direct and assertive approach to life is something that you should be working towards. You will need to get over your feelings of guilt when you do adopt this approach. Learning to take responsibility for your actions, and to avoid blaming others for failures, is important. At your worst, you can be disorganized in your approach to life, easily procrastinating and lacking follow-through when you do begin a task. Some of the most important lessons you need to learn in life are self-control, self-assertion, and trust in yourself. At your best, you are a creative person with a powerful imagination and great stores of compassion.

Jupiter represents expansion and grace.

Jupiter in Gemini

She attracts the most good fortune when she uses her wit and ingeniousness, is versatile, sociable, curious, and puts others at ease with friendliness and sincere curiosity. Values the intellect and sees opportunities to grow and succeed through intellectual, verbal, and written channels. Believes that intelligence and knowledge is the key to solving problems.

Jupiter in IX

Deeply intelligent, she is tolerant and sincere. Professional success can happen abroad or in connection with foreign countries. Faraway voyages are profitable.

5 Trine Jupiter - Ascendant

She likes meeting friends, around a good meal and in a cordial atmosphere. She is pleasant, jovial and engaging.

Saturn represents contraction and effort.

Saturn in Sagittarius

She has her own way of thinking about a subject, she has her own ideas about things. She respects society and its rules guide her conduct.

Weaknesses: hard, unforgiving, rigorous, insensitive and sometimes inhuman. A limited and narrow mind.

Saturn in IV

She needs to be dominated. She has a sense of organization and accepts her responsibilities. She achieves her objectives in spite of slow progress, with many hurdles to overcome. She is persevering and patient.

259 Conjunction Saturn - Uranus

She knows how to be on top of the situation. She perseveres, is determined but ingenious and original. She is very practical. She proceeds slowly, but is always bound to achieve her objectives in the end.

-15 Square Saturn - Ascendant

Her life is difficult and cramped. She is a worker, but success takes time in coming. She has problems in being open. She accepts solitude, rather than looks for it. Family problems.

-55 Opposition Saturn - Midheaven

She must struggle a lot and work hard to achieve her aims. Although confronted by discouraging circumstances, she knows how to set off again and continue the fight.

Uranus represents individual liberty, egoistic liberty.

Uranus in Sagittarius

She is shy, delicate but proud, bold and lively.

Uranus in IV

She is very independent. Her independence begins vis-...-vis the family circle. She does not like bureaucracy, administration, and has problems as a result. She has avant-garde ideas, she is original and does not tolerate constraints on her freedom.

-7 Square Uranus - Ascendant

She is inconstant, lacks control and is nervous.

-36 Opposition Uranus - Midheaven

She cannot carry through her plans, schemes to the end. These are changeable. She lacks forethought, attention. She throws herself into things, more than reacts to them.

Neptune represents transcendental liberty, non-egoistic liberty.

Neptune in Capricorn

She is discerning, wise and sensible.

Neptune in IV

She succeeds thanks to brilliant and unusual ideas. She is very much influenced by her mother.

55 Sextile Neptune - Pluto

Pluto represents transformations, mutations and elimination.

Pluto in Scorpio

Great sexual activity.

House I is the area of self identity. The ascendant is a symbol of how one acts in life. It is the image of the personality as seen by others, and the attitude that one has towards life.

Leo ascendant Virgo

Ascendant in Virgo

People with Virgo rising are often a little understated in their personal mannerisms and appearance, although a lot depends on the position of Mercury (the ruling planet of Virgo) in the chart. Generally, there is an intelligent and reserved aura about Virgo rising individuals that is unmistakable. These are actually somewhat shy people who need time to analyze things around them before they warm up to both situations and people. This quality can be received exactly as that, or it can be received as a rather stand-offish, cool, and even critical manner (depending on the audience). One of the biggest personality traits of this position is body-awareness. People with Virgo ascendants are sensitive to any discomfort or other signals their body gives them. Many are especially interested and concerned with physical health, and some are attracted to mind-body awareness exercises such as yoga. Virgo rising people are often rather particular about food. Although some have good appetites, there can be an unmistakable pickiness about what they put in and on their bodies. Virgo ascendant natives have a tendency to worry a lot, especially when confronted with new situations. They notice the tiniest details that others overlook.

Many people with this position have a tendency to attract (or be attracted to) people who need help. Their relationships may be confusing as a result. Despite the Virgo rising tendency to appear rather collected and professional, relationships can sometimes be messy simply because these natives don't always see their partners and partnerships clearly. There's a quiet charm to many Virgo rising people. Once they have the chance to warm up to new people and situations, you'll find they have a lot to offer. They'll help you out of a jam, go out on a limb for you, and surprise you with a natural modesty under a somewhat critical and standoffish manner.

House II is the area of material security and values. It rules money and personal finances, sense of self-worth and basic values, personal possessions.

House II in Libra

Income may come either as a result of an advantageous marriage, through artistic expression, or by a very useful association.

House III is the area of social and intellectual learning.

House III in Scorpio

Makes a good investigator because she is very curious, likes researching and does this with a lot of patience, likes to solve mysteries. Knows how to take risks, while being aware of the dangers.

House IV is the area of home, family, roots, and deep emotions/sense of self-worth.

House IV in Sagittarius

She will certainly marry a foreigner, or go to live abroad permanently and set up home there.

House V is the area of creative self-expression, romance, entertainment, children, and gambling.

House V in Capricorn

The absolute example of the "serious" type. Everything is calculated, the slightest risk analyzed, patience is one of her main qualities. Doesn't know anything about chance. One or two love affairs, marriage, a family, all unproblematic - done calmly with love and wisdom.

House VI is the area of learning by material transaction.

House VI in Aquarius

One of the professions or teaching. Weak point: the circulation of the blood.

House VII is the area of one-to-one relationships such as marriage and partnership, and of social and intellectual action.

House VII in Pisces

Marriage with someone who will quickly disappoint. The spouse's lack of energy and vitality will annoy her, and this could lead to the break-up of the marriage. A second, happier one could happen.

House VIII is the area of emotional security and of security of the soul.

House VIII in Aries

The spouse will tend to spend more money than she earns. Be careful of any haste that could prove dangerous. Drives a car too fast.

House IX is the area of learning that shapes the identity.

House IX in Taurus

Travels but little, no great attraction for abroad. Doesn't change principles, practically never changes mind.

House X is the area of material action. The Mid-heaven represents the work one will do in his life, the place one will take in the world of society. It becomes more important as one grows older

House X in Gemini

Profession requiring lots of change and movement. If this isn't the case, then lots of job changes. Likes to move, travel, write.

House XI is the area of search for social and intellectual security.

House XI in Cancer

Sincere and life-long friendships. The family comes first, however.

House XII is the area of education and of emotion.


House XII in Leo

A few problems with authority or someone in charge.

词：孙燕姿
曲：林俊杰


他静悄悄地来过
他慢慢带走沉默
只是最后的承诺
还是没有带走了寂寞

我们爱的没有错
只是美丽的独秀太折磨
她说无所谓
只要能在夜里 翻来覆去的时候有寄托

等不到天黑 烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰 还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓 我怕一天一天被摧毁

等不到天黑 不敢凋谢的花蕾
绿叶在跟随 放开刺痛的滋味
今后不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

他静悄悄地来过
他慢慢带走沉默
只是最后的承诺
还是没有带走了寂寞

我们爱的没有错
只是美丽的独秀太折磨
她说无所谓
只要能在夜里 翻来覆去的时候有寄托

等不到天黑 烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰 还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓 我怕一天一天被摧毁

等不到天黑 不敢凋谢的花蕾
绿叶在跟随 放开刺痛的滋味
今后不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

等不到天黑 烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰 还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓 我怕一天一天被摧毁

等不到天黑 不敢凋谢的花蕾
绿叶在跟随 放开刺痛的滋味
今后不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒
不怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

HOLISTIC. RANDOM. CONCRETE. INTUITIVE. NON VERBAL. FANTASY ORIENTED. If you have a Right Hemisphere Dominance, you process information from whole to parts: you don't pay attention to details but look instead at the big picture. You don't adapt well to fixed schedules or rules: you like to manage your own time and enjoy doing many things at the same time. You learn best with pictures, diagrams, charts, and videos, and are good at talking about your feelings and interpreting other people's emotions. Sometimes you may know that something is right and not know why: you just know it, and therefore you are great at seeing through lies or tricks. You are impulsive and very expressive, and probably are a dreamer. You are best at social activities and have a special quality for artistic endeavours such as music or creative activities.

dreamt smth real awesome today. dreamt I was in Harry potter story and you-know-who was coming to kill us!!! then we ran to someone's castle and someone pretending to be voldermort was outside casting a spell and trying to kill us! we were soo scared and luckily a wizard in the castle saved us and expelled the lousy pretender. then I flew on a broom...past mountains an rivers and reached a restaurant that on the sea. It has like tons of fishes in cages...tied to the poles below it. then I *can't remember what I dreamt* and a lady came to me. Apparently I saved the lady from the most bottom and darkest cage...right below all the other cages. she is a dragon-like snake-like fish. we ate a hearty meal an she brought me into the sea. she transformed herself to the dragon snake fish and swam deep into the sea to show me where she was caged for many years then the owner of the restaurant saw her and tried to catch her again! she was hurt on her forehead and neck then she came out of the waters and changed to a human and started vomiting out the meal we ate. She said she was not used to cooked food and then requested for raw fishes. the owner was shocked but she demanded for it so the owner went to get it for her. she told me she was caught by voldermort and was imprisoned in that cage. then I told her about how voldermort was trying to kill me and she said she can join forces with us. then... POP. I woke up.
hahahaha. why so cool?

Interesting Read:

While walking down the street one day a US senator is tragically hit by a truck and dies.

The Senator's soul arrives in heaven and is met by St. Peter at the entrance.

"Welcome to heaven," says St. Peter . "Before you settle in, it seems there is a problem. We seldom see a high official around these parts, you see, so we're not sure what to do with you."

"No problem, just let me in," says the Senator.

St. Peter says, "Well, I'd like to, but I have orders from higher up. What we'll do is have you spend one day in hell and one in heaven. Then you can choose where to spend eternity."

"Really, I've made up my mind. I want to be in heaven," says the Senator.

"I'm sorry, but we have our rules", replies St.Peter.

And with that, St. Peter escorts him to the elevator and he goes down, down, down to hell. The doors open and he finds himself in the middle of a green golf course. In the distance is a clubhouse and standing in front of it are all his friends and other politicians who had worked with him.

Everyone is very happy and in evening dress. They run to greet him, shake his hand, and reminisce about the good times they had while getting rich at the expense of the people.

They play a friendly game of golf and then dine on lobster, caviar and champagne.

Also present is the Devil, who really is a very friendly guy who has a good time dancing and telling jokes. They are having such a good time that before he realizes it, it is time to go.

Everyone gives him a hearty farewell and waves while the elevator rises...

The elevator goes up, up, up and the door reopens on heaven where St. Peter is waiting for him.

"Now it's time to visit heaven," St Peter says.

So, 24 hours pass with the Senator joining a group of contented souls moving from cloud to cloud, playing the harp and singing. They have a good time and the 24 hours in heaven passes by and St Peter returns.

"Well, you've spent a day in hell and another in heaven. Now which will you choose for your eternity?" St Peter asks.

The Senator reflects for a minute, then he answers, "Well, I never would have thought it before, I mean heaven has been delightful, but I think I would be happier and better off .. in hell."

So St. Peter escorts him to the elevator and he goes down, down, down to hell.

Now the doors of the elevator open and he's in the middle of a barren land covered with waste and garbage.

He sees all his friends, dressed in rags, picking up the trash and putting it in black bags as more trash falls from above.

The Devil comes over to him and puts his arm around his shoulder.

"I don't understand," stammers the Senator. "Yesterday I was here and there was a golf course and clubhouse, and we ate lobster and caviar, drank champagne, and danced and had a great time. Now there's just a wasteland full of garbage and my friends look miserable. What happened?"

The Devil looks at him, smiles and says, "Yesterday we were campaigning..

Today .. you voted."

hahahaaaa...

孙燕姿2011新专辑第二波主打
《当冬夜渐暖》

很多事情 不是谁说了就算
即使伤心 结果还是自己担
多少次失望表示着多少次期盼
事实证明 幸福很难
我们之间 不是谁说了就算
拉扯的爱 徒增结局的难堪
一百次相爱只要有一次的绚烂
下一次 会更勇敢

当冬夜渐暖 当大海也不再那么蓝
当月色的纯白变得阴暗
那只是代表快乐不再那么简单
当冬夜渐暖
当夏夜的树上不再有蝉
当回忆老去的痕迹斑斑
那只是因为悲伤从来都不会有答案

我们之间 不是谁说了就算
拉扯的爱 徒增结局的难堪
一百次相爱只要有一次的绚烂
下一次 会更勇敢

当冬夜渐暖 当大海也不再那么蓝
当月色的纯白变得阴暗
那只是代表快乐不再那么简单
当冬夜渐暖
当夏夜的树上不再有蝉
当回忆老去的痕迹斑斑
那只是因为悲伤从来都不会有答案

当冬夜渐暖 当青春也都烟消云散
当美丽的故事都有遗憾
那只是习惯把爱当作喜欢
重要的是 我们如何爱过那一段

Migraines really suck the soul an everything out of me. 2011 has to be a MIGRAINE YEAR for me. freaking migraine almost every week. higher frequency of it occurring and the pain level is also increasing exponentially. Today's migraine has to be 8.9 out of 10.0 in terms of pain! ALMOST FAINTED while trying to buy my saviour: panadol extra! cldnt take it any longer so I had to get outta class and walk all the way from MRB to central forum just to get my saviour! CURSED N SWEARED SILENTLY IN MY HEAD AT EACH FREAKING THUMPING!
seriously a pain in the freaking brain.
I HATE HATE HATE YOU BUT I GOTTA LIVE WITH IT. -.-"
worst torture ever that has happen in my life. sigh. :((((((

“I’m not always as confident as I seem. There are many nights and many days when all I want is to be held. I love being held. Always. Sometimes I don’t want to talk about what is bothering me.. sometimes I just want a hug.. Someone who will let me cry. I like when boys cry in front of me — when people aren’t afraid to show what they’re really feeling. I don’t like when people run from their true feelings because it doesn’t do anyone any good. I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I am not naive. I know what it feels like to be completely broken and I am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt. I know what it’s like to see something funny and not laugh. I’ve been taken advantage of, used, and abused. My feelings have been blatantly disregarded. But I still believe that all people are good at heart. And my trust in people has not diminished. To be completely honest, I hope it never does. Ever”

my heart.
i don’t wanna admit it,

but i know i can be difficult sometimes.

maybe its easier to push you away

and run and hide.

so i don’t have to fall apart in your hands.

.

maybe it’s possible to love someone too much,

the only way to keep that feeling is to let it go.

so it won’t be damaged, scarred or ruined.

but it hurts,

‘cos it’s the very feeling you can’t live without.

.

love is crazy.

why can’t it be like the rain on your shoulder?

so effortless. and painless.

maybe that’s what makes it special,

.

but i want you to know.

everytime i hide away, it’s not you.

it’s me taking the easy way out.

and its not me stop loving you.

it’s me trying to save my heart.

.

♥

Love is passion. Obsession. Someone you can’t live without. Someone you fall head over heels for. Find someone you can love like crazy, and will love you the same way back. Listen to your heart. No sense in life without this. To make the journey without falling deeply in love, you haven’t lived a life at all. You have to try, because if you haven’t tried, then you haven’t lived

Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn’t make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more.

All it takes is a little love. (:

After so many days of isolation...I've finally come out of my hermit crab shell.
recess week won't be complete without my dear friends. (:
Breakfast. Aussie trip planning. late lunch. Art Science Museum at MBS. mega late dinner. Midnight movie. Popcorn. Dinner. Wonderfull at MBS. Monopoly deal. Chill at cafe.
lotsa laughter and smiles. <3
I feel so much more alive now.
LOVE YOU!!!

now...hello to boring sch life again.

Sometimes all you can do is not think. Not wonder. Not obsess. Not imagine. Just breathe. Breathe in, breathe out. Everything works out in the end, and the more time you spend worrying about it, the longer it takes for things to end perfectly. Just the way they should.

I feel like people get lost when they think of happiness as a destination. We’re always thinking that someday we’ll be happy. You know, we’ll get that car or that job or that person in our lives that it will fix everything. But happiness is a mood, and it’s a condition, it’s not a destination. It’s like being tired or hungry; it’s not permanent, it comes and goes, and that’s okay. And I feel like if people thought of it that way, they’d find happiness a lot more often.

In this life, there are two things that I would love to believe. One, that there is one soul mate meant for everyone. And two, that I may be good enough to deserve that one person.

The spaces between your fingers were created so that another’s could fill them in.

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in track pants, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, “that’s her”.

[Hidden Track]

Listen,
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete

Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release

Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen....

[Chorus]
Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
So long ago

Oh I'm screaming out, for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen...

[Chorus]

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't....
If you won't....

LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete

Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my ownn...



been loving this song since the movie dreamgirls. <3

사랑사랑사랑 - FT Island

심장이 멈춘다 내숨이 멎는다 니가 떠난다

가슴이 시리게 너만 사랑하다 행복했었다

니남자로 태어나서 한없이 사랑했었다
그걸로 됐다 눈물 꾹 참아보련다

빗물이 온몸에 적신다
또 애써 고갤들어하늘을 바라본다
내눈에 들어간 비가 너만을 생각하며
참고 또 참아왔던 눈물을 대신에 키운다

미치도록 사랑해서 너무나 행복했었다
사랑한 추억을 내게 준 너를 보낸다

안녕 내 사랑사랑사랑
잘가요 내 사람사람사람
차오르는 나의 눈물이 온몸을 적셔도

이제는 good bye good bye good bye
나를 떠나 부디 행복해
한걸을 한걸음 니가 멀어진다

말없이 술잔을 채운다
힘겹게 손에들며 한숨을 뱉어본다
한잔을 마셔본다 너를 생각하며
참고 또 참아왔던 눈물도 함께 삼킨다

미치도록 사랑해서 너무나 행복했었다
사랑한 추억을 내게 준 너를 보낸다

안녕 내 사랑사랑사랑
잘가요 내 사람사람사람
차오르는 나의 눈물이 온몸을 적셔도

이제는 good bye good bye good bye
나를 떠나 부디 행복해
한걸을 한걸음 니가 멀어진다

난 가슴이 차가워 사랑을 몰랐는데
정말 고마워 이제야 알았어
이런게 사랑이란걸

심장이 멈춘다 가슴이 멎는다 니가 떠난다

안녕 내 사랑사랑사랑
잘가요 내 사람사람사람
차오르는 나의 눈물이 온몸을 적셔도

이제는 good bye good bye good bye
나를 떠나 부디 행복해
한걸을 한걸음 니가 멀어진다

빗물이 온몸을 적신다
하늘을 바라본다
차오르는 나의 눈물이 온몸을 적셔도

이제는 good bye good bye good bye
나를 떠나 부디 행복해
한걸을 한걸음 니가 멀어진다

MY BOX OFFICE DREAM THIS MORNING:

my family bought a landed property which seemed mega familiar in one of my past dreams (quite long ago). this house was awesome. i can remember vividly the whole interior of the house. step into the door and tada, there's the living room. beside it was just more space for people to sit and chat. further in would be the dining room then the kitchen (rectangular version not squarish). beside the dining room is the staircase. 2nd level: 2 bedrooms. one for my parents, another for my brother. 3rd level: 2 rooms as well. first room up the stairs was my bedroom and the other was a study room.

my room's door was quite weird... it was about half the size of the normal door, so i had to bend to get in. the interior was pink and flowery. antique and british colonial feel. the wallpaper was pink with white background, patterned with lotsa flowery prints. my room was exceptionally huge. after coming right through the door, there was the sofa. also white background with small flowery prints and a gold/brownish gold frame around it. the other half of the room was framed with full length glass windows. there was two layers of curtain, the inner sheer white and the outer one almost similar to the wallpaper but the material was thick. the bed, mirror and drawers all had the same design as the sofa. everything came in a set. then there was this mysterious broken wardrobe and drawers at the balcony...there was a mini balcony on the far left of the room.

i remembered a girl stood beside me (dont know who but it was a girl. human of cos)...we were peering out of the full length windows, looking out. i was amazed that it was near the Singapore river, clarke quay area. there were fireworks! (but cos it was a dream, it became incoherent here) then suddenly i said: look! it's clarke quay... the other side looks like cityhall." suddenly, marina square came into my sight and it was along the Singapore river. (weird huh, but i was so amazed and happy in the dream). then suddenly, i talked about how we can get our stuff so easily. we should try walking from the house to tanjong pagar and raffles place to buy food. blahblahblah.

the study room was something i like, surrounded by shelves and cupboards all over..filled with books. a desk and a desktop. typical study room.
the master bedroom was dark magenta in colour. very royal like. king sized bed with those frame and "curtains" that can cover up the whole bed. majestic and really nice!
then my brother's room was another cool one. blue wallpapers. he had a king size bed and 1/3 of the right wall was occupied by windows. the rest were just plain walls. there was a toilet to the left of his room. a study table at the right corner of his room. the amazing part was, we can jump out of his window and reach a cool small "storage space" for all the soft toys. it was filled with lotsa soft toys and everything was very neat. clear full length windows surround it as well! anw, we could also jump out of the storage space and onto the roof of the garage area... where the car was. and slide down to the 1st floor. haha!
so there i was at the 1st floor, near the garage area. saw my eldest cousin taking photos of the house and everything around with her professional camera. heading back inside, the relatives from my father's side..were all there. the usual aunties and uncles playing mahjong. the kids running around and the maids..one trying to feed my 2nd cousin's baby and another taking care of the rest. then proceeding on to the kitchen, there were about 3 containers filled with water and 2 with boiling hot water. the maid was trying a very special way for making milk...a big pot with boiling water and there she was using a bottle and splurting milk powder into the water. (another indication of a dream) the milk powder did not dissolve immediately and she had to squeeze the milk powder into different areas of the water. -.-"

*pop* i was in the area beside the living room where all the kids were and my 2 eldest cousins were there with their children. then, i saw my eldest cousin's iphone and ask her what cam app she used just now to take photos (contradiction. cos previously it was professional cam, now it's iphone cam app). after that, my iphone went low batt, so i went upstairs in search of a charger. pop into bro's room, no charger in sight and the maid was feeding the baby milk from the bottle.
went up to my room and charged my iphone.

there... i was very satisfied with my room but there was a slight tinge of eerie and mysterious feel around it. especially with the broken wardrobe and drawers in the balcony.

*pop* seemed like another day. i was asking the movers to move out the broken wardrobe and drawers. then the previous owners were there. the mother kept insisting not to move those broken furnitures out. and i kept insisting they should be thrown away. (some quarrels etc) then suddenly, a gust of cold wind blew into my room. images were fleeting through my mind. i saw this guy and girl spirits. the girl looked alot like the previous owner. almost similar face and same colour and style of hair. they sort of whispered to me silently to get out of the room... and to take the father along with me. so, after "waking" from that, i took the father out of the room with me... and the freaking door closed behind us. and then, the "spirits" seemed to be taking revenge on the "mother". i was scared stiff and then.......... I WOKE UP! IT WAS JUST A FREAKIN DREAM.



i cant remember the scary parts well enough, cos it mad scary la! there was much more details but i just dont wanna dig it up anymore. :\ see, my box office dream. started so lovely, sweet and happy. felt so real with all my relatives then suddenly bring me to one huge climax, thriller/horror movie. thanks ah...my unconscious mind is amazingly imaginative eh.

曲名：浮夸 歌手：陈奕迅

有人问我我就会讲
但是无人来我期待
到无奈有话要讲
得不到装载
我的心情犹像樽盖等被揭开
咀巴却在养青苔人潮内
愈文静愈变得不受理睬
自己要搞出意外像突然
地高歌任何地方也像开四面台
着最闪的衫扮十分感慨
有人来拍照要记住插袋
你当我是浮夸吧
夸张只因我很怕
似木头似石头的话得到注意吗
其实怕被忘记至放大来演吧
很不安怎去优雅
世上还赞颂沉默吗不够爆炸
怎麽有话题让我夸做大娱乐家
那年十八母校舞会
站着如喽罗
那时候我含泪发誓各位
必须看到我在世间
平凡又普通的路太多
屋村你住哪一座情爱中
工作中受过的忽视太多
自尊已饱经跌堕重视能治肚饿
末曾获得过便知我为何
大动作很多犯下这些错
搏人们看看我算病态麽
幸运儿并不多
若然未当过就知我为何
用十倍苦心做突出一个
正常人够我富议论性麽
你叫我做浮夸吧
加几声嘘声也不怕我在场
有闷场的话表演你看吗
够歇斯底里吗以眼泪淋花吧
一心只想你惊讶
我旧时似未存在吗加重注码
青筋也现形话我知
现在存在吗凝视我
别再只看天花我非你杯茶
也可尽情地喝吧
别遗忘有人在为你声沙


awesome-ness.

Name: Jesmine
July 22 1988

Rising Sign is in 15 Degrees Libra
Very attractive and popular, your charm helps you to get your own way and prevents others from getting angry with you. "Peace and harmony at all costs" is your battle cry. You always try to ameliorate or to cosmetically hide any physical ugliness or any angry feelings between people. Flashy, but not gaudy, you prefer to dress elegantly. You generally have good taste in music, art and literature. Beware of the tendency to compromise yourself in your attempt to be agreeable at all times. A bit of a social butterfly, at times you can be vain and lazy. For the most part, however, you are gracious and affectionate, and your refined and aristocratic demeanor serves as a role model to others.

Sun is in 29 Degrees Cancer.
Very emotional and sensitive, you have an intuitive understanding of the "vibes" around you. You tend to be quite generous, giving, loving and caring, but only when your own needs for emotional support, love and security have been met. If they are not met, you tend to withdraw into yourself and become very insecure and selfish. Your home and family (especially your mother or the person who played that role for you early on) represent security for you and thus assume a larger-than-life importance. Very sentimental, you have vivid and long- enduring memories of the past. No matter how well adjusted you are, you will always need a secret quiet place of your own in order to feel at peace. Feeding others can give you great pleasure you would enjoy being part of a large family.

Moon is in 03 Degrees Scorpio.
Your feelings are very intense, never superficial. You tend to be either very angry or very sad or completely and totally happy. Your moods are deep, extreme and not always completely understood by yourself or by those with whom you have to deal. Emotionally, you tend to prefer to live at the cutting edge of life, pushing your reactions to the ultimate extremes, even if the results are dangerous or upsetting. You are easily jealous and very suspicious -- you require a great deal of emotional reassurance. A good detective, you are very curious about deep and mysterious things, especially human nature and motivations. Be careful not to be ruthless, tactless or too overly frank or you will meet with much resistance from others.

Mercury is in 16 Degrees Cancer.
Your emotions tend to rule your thought processes. You have difficulty seeing life objectively. You have an excellent memory, especially about things to which you have formed an emotional bond. You prefer ideas and thoughts that are known and familiar, and therefore tend to dislike fads or radical ideas. The beliefs and traditions of your family and culture are very important to you. Your thinking becomes quite unclear when you are emotionally shaken -- try not to make major decisions when you are upset. Let things calm down first.

Venus is in 19 Degrees Gemini.
You are friendly, warm, open and tolerant toward others. You love variety in relationships, indeed you may even prefer to maintain more than one relationship at a time! Very witty and humorous, you have the ability to amuse and please others. This makes you quite popular. You love to play the field and thus find it difficult to settle down and make any deep emotional commitments. Your innate charm and vivacity makes you welcome most everywhere you go.

Mars is in 03 Degrees Aries.
You are very independent and self-assertive, and you have lots of physical energy. You are not satisfied unless you can be the first to do something. As such, you are more comfortable in leadership positions than you are as an underling. When you are challenged by anyone for anything, you delight in the competitive process and will fight long and hard for your beliefs. You are bold and courageous and often act without thinking. At times, in your zeal to get ahead, you are tactless and offensive -- learn that cooperation with others can often bring you nearer to your goals quicker because of the support you will get.

Jupiter is in 00 Degrees Gemini.
You have a logical, detached, objective view of most things. Your interests are wide-ranging and you are an avid student, with expertise in many different areas. You love to work things out in your mind -- everything you do is reduced to an exercise in logic and reason. You have the ability to grasp abstractions and to deal successfully with the larger issues of life. Your overemphasis on developing your powerful intellect can cause your emotional and intuitive abilities to atrophy unless you consciously choose to exercise them.

Saturn is in 27 Degrees Sagittarius.
Basically quite conservative, you respect traditional authority figures and are very thankful and supportive of the laws and institutions which govern your life. You learn and accept new ideas only after having very thoroughly examined them. Ideals and abstract concepts are important to you only if they can be used in some practical fashion. You are so practical and so orderly that you have natural skills in planning, administrating and organizing.

Uranus is in 27 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.

Neptune is in 08 Degrees Capricorn.
You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts.

Pluto is in 09 Degrees Scorpio.
For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search.

N. Node is in 15 Degrees Pisces.
You're attracted to others who need your assistance. You seem to go out of your way to form relationships with those who are weak, sick, injured, addicted or troubled in some way or other. At your best you can indeed provide the relief that others need. But at times you can be victimized by those who would prey on your good nature and take advantage of you. This can lead to all sorts of negative situations -- make sure that those you assist are truly worthy of your time, energy and commitment. A little enlightened self-protectiveness on your part can make your life work much, much smoother!

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July 22 Cancers are intellectually brilliant yet somewhat emotionally unstable. Their sharp wit and sharper tongue have a way of getting them into more than their share of verbal scrapes. Their edgy charm makes them appealing, yet their personality is an acquired taste.

Friends and Lovers

July 22 natives have more followers than friends, yet when they put their mind to it they can command great affection from their colleagues and associates. In romance, their eccentric, often caustic wit can work against them if a potential love interest grows weary of this constant verbal fencing.

Children and Family

July 22 people may have been raised in an atmosphere of competition, where word battles were tolerated or even encouraged. As parents, they are determined to foster an open dialogue so that their youngsters won't hesitate to come to them with problems.



Health

Although July 22 natives have a strong physical constitution, they're prone to a myriad of mystery ailments and injuries throughout life. These are often brought on by their indifference to common-sense habits. Their appetite is small, and they may favor a juice fast as a means to restore energy when they're feeling under the weather.

Career and Finances

July 22 natives have enormous ambition to succeed in their chosen careers. They are good at handling work-related tasks with little or no supervision. The people born on this day like to feel that their efforts are appreciated and may change jobs or careers several times to receive the sort of pay they believe they deserve.

Dreams and Goals

The dreams of July 22 natives are limitless. When they see the vast potentials and opportunities open to them, they're challenged to go as far as their abilities will take them. They want success but not in order to prove anything to themselves. They have old-fashioned values and believe that anything worth having is worth working hard to obtain.

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Cancer is the fourth sign of the astrological year and is known by its astrological symbol, the Crab. Cancer individuals are intelligent, organized, generous, home-loving, and tenacious. They are also devoted to family members and provide enormous emotional support.
Below you’ll find general characteristics for the Cancer man, woman, child, lover, and friend. At the bottom of this page, you’ll find links to articles with detailed personality profiles for every day that falls under the Cancer sign. Read on to see if the characteristics ring true for you or the Crab in your life.

The Cancer Man

Cancer men can be loving and attentive one minute, remote and unreachable the next. They have the potential to be a bohemian or a family man. They are adaptable to family life, which means a great deal to them. They cherish their children and often take an active role in their upbringing.


Cancer Information
Element: Water
Quality: Cardinal
Planetary ruler: Moon
Birthstone: Pearl
Flower: Larkspur
Color: Silver
Key characteristic: Emotion
Strengths: Intuitive, nurturing, maternal
Challenges: Controlling, bossy, manipulative


The Cancer Woman

The Cancer woman has a strong maternal instinct and the desire to make her home a place of domestic bliss. They have great loyalty to family members and close ties to their mothers. They also have a large circle of friends and associates. The typical Cancer woman looks beyond her career or home-centered activities to find interests through which she can contribute to others.

The Cancer Child

Children born under the sign of Cancer are quiet, reflective, and prefer to be seen and not heard. They may have a difficult time being part of a group, allowing themselves to be dominated by more aggressive youngsters. Parents of Cancerian children need to be especially helpful in their social development, teaching them to assert their individuality and independence. These children are rarely discipline problems, though they can become excessively moody and depressed during adolescence.

The Cancer Lover

Cancerian individuals are extremely romantic and passionate people. They enjoy all the traditional rituals of wooing and winning a sweetheart and usually opt for marriage or a long-term relationship. They make loyal mates and will champion their spouse's career and expect the same in return. These individuals are keenly attuned to the needs and wants of their partner; they are exceptionally sensitive lovers.

The Cancer Friend

With their gentle and caring spirit, Cancerians are the ones to whom others turn with problems, worries, and life-choice concerns. Despite their ability to support and nurture their pals, they do not make friends easily. This may be because they take friendship seriously and don't bother to indulge superficial associations. They are often shy people who wait for friendships to develop instead of actively pursuing them.

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